'He said he is ashamed of me.'

When I first heard those words, the only thing that cross my mind is ; am I a bad girl father? Ever since I grow up, the only thing that I wish I can do is to make you proud of me. Saya belajar pandai-pandai, dapat result yang bagus, everything is for both of you. But to hear you said that, really :'|
Takde pape lagi yang boleh saya cakap. If i' m not a good daughter to you father, I am sorry. I wish I can be your number one, i really do. So i'm sorry for everything.

Ninja 250. Imma speechless.

                                                          

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Korang boleh bayang tengok aku naik benda ni dengan Hasraf? Okay aku tak boleh. Honestly nampak tak selesa gila. Tak pecaya cuba tengok video ni http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NYpg5hy6lBc&feature=related -.-''. Dan kenapa aku tak pernah terfikir yang moto dia akan macam ni sebelum ni. Lahaii~ jangan lah datang ambik aku naik benda alah ni, style memang style tapi tulah, mau sakit pinggang cik abang oiii.

P/S : aku tak naik pun lagi, once aku dah try jadi pembonceng aku report lain. Haha pulunnn~

I'm 19 turning 20 beb -.-

Harini 2nd November 2012 dan siapa sangka next year I'll be 20. Wow, tak tahu nak explain macam mana perasaan ni. Takut, sedih sebab angka akan berubah jadi 2x -.- err. Tapi kan kan orang kata :

"Woman looks prettiest when they are 20"

so rasanya I should be happy a bit. Well sekurang-kurangnya itu akan buat aku happy sikit kan. So to all my friends out there who's turning 20, smile please :) Ulalala~ kbye

23rd October 2012

Setelah lama lamaa lamaaa dan lamaaaa kitorang kawan, we finally declare things between us. Wah wah, tak tahu nak cakap apa. Banyak gila gaduh, banyak gila marah, banyak gila cerita buruk tapi tulah. 

"I first made my choice to tackle you so I guess I just have to keep on holding onto you till the end."

Hahah pulun kan. So this is it, I won't spread this news to others but if they ask I'll definitely tell. Remain calm and cool and silent is awesome. Gotcha, bye beb.

Clariderm (astrigent)

Okay guys, harini nak cakap pasal satu produk yang aku penah guna sebelum ni. Tak sure produk ni dari mana tapi rasanya Philipines kot. Now jom cerita apa kelebihan dan kekurangan benda ni okay.
Ciri dia : macam toner dan berbau sangat kuat (aku tak suka bau dia)
Kelebihan : Mencerahkan kulit, menghilangkan parut dan bla bla bla..
Kekurangan : Kalau ikut pengalaman aku lah kan, kulit muka aku mengelupas teruk tapi kawan aku mengelupas sikit-sikit je lah.

So sebenarnya betul ke tak benda ni berkesan? Biar aku bagitahu. Selepas korang guna dan muka korang habis mengelupas mmg korang boleh nampak effect dia. Tak tipu mmg boleh putih (tapi kalau kulit tu sawo matang takde la tiba2 nak cerah jadi amoi terus kan. Pelan-pelan la)
Mesti korang tertanya kenapa aku berhenti guna benda ni kalau ni berkesan kan? biar aku bagitahu korang sebabnya.

1. muka aku mengelupas dengan sangat teruk sekali so mmg lah tak best kan
2. ada kawan aku ni nama dia (farahi, yang sangat cantik) dia tak bagi aku guna dah as dia dapat tahu ada bahan yang boleh buat kanser kulit. (tapi tak tahu lah kesasihannya kan)
3. bau yang sangat kuat
4. aku malas nak pegi kedai jamu cari benda alah ni (kedai yang aku beli tu tempat dia jem jeh memanjang)

Kesimpulannya dekat sini, kalau korang nak cuba silakan lah. Tapi risiko sila tanggung sendiri dan harganya dia murah dalam RM 5- RM 6 jeh. So yeah, again semuanya terserah pada pilihan kita kan. That's all bebeh, bye xo

p/s : bau dia lebih kurang macam tiner nuriz so aku rasa diorang guna bahan yg lebih kurang sama.

thanks WAFI :)

last night, i told everything to WAFI. to be honest, it is good to know that when you are facing problem, there are friends that willing to help and support you.
Wafi, you are a great man. thanks for that positive thinking you gave me. i never thought that this guy yang sebelum ni aku tak pernah sembang pon kat sekalah akan sangat baik dengan aku. :)
jujur : ini la sbbnya kenapa aku rasa kawan2 aku dekat BTHO sangat baik dan bermakna. korang cuma kawan biasa, tapi korang act macam best friend. what more can i wish ^_^
terima kasih untuk semuanya. i'll always remember what you have told me.

p/s : beauty come from heart, not face :D (for a girl, it is hard to be understood but i'll try my best dear)

diploma in BUSINESS STUDY. hmm........

since i am a business student, don't you think i should have started to make the first step on making my status as a BUSINESSWOMAN a reality?
well dude, i do wanted to but i just don't know how.
mama said in a business it's all about courage, if you only know to plan but doesn't have the courage to make it happen , you definitely wont make it.
but mama, i am a business student. i learn to make a plan first, until then only i can start a business. :)
cuma kadang2 bila fika pikir balik, mama you are right. makin banyak fika fikir makin macam2 masalah yang keluar dalam kepala otak.
i saw what you have did. mama berjaya sbb berani ambik risiko. kenapa fika xder the same courage as you. i wanted to give it a shot. i wish to be a successful girl at a young age (but can i make it? )
okay dilema. -.-"

p/s : it is a matter of willingness. if you are really wanted to do it, u'll surely make it :)