'He said he is ashamed of me.'

When I first heard those words, the only thing that cross my mind is ; am I a bad girl father? Ever since I grow up, the only thing that I wish I can do is to make you proud of me. Saya belajar pandai-pandai, dapat result yang bagus, everything is for both of you. But to hear you said that, really :'|
Takde pape lagi yang boleh saya cakap. If i' m not a good daughter to you father, I am sorry. I wish I can be your number one, i really do. So i'm sorry for everything.