Things are getting worst. My emotion is really out of control right now and I have no one to talk to. Sometimes I just miss ‘him’. Not to mention his name cause actually I don’t want to have a thought bout him anymore. Huh, but still when it coma to situation like this, I still saying him name (well at least his name is now in my mind.). It’s all bout the house and the guy that damn selfish who thought his not. Come on man, go and get real, u are the one who making things harder (well officially he and his family). If I can just say it to u, I’ll make sure u take back every of your word toward my family and me. For hell, I don’t know how to say my feeling (which is makes me feel damn bad right now) and it’s hurting me to just keep all this stupid feeling all by myself. Just let say I hate to realize that he is happy right now (people can just say anything bout me because right now I just don’t care). Huh. !@#$!@##@##@##$$@$#$@@…….

Enough of that, just let move to the other thing (I don’t want to mess up my mind anymore). We (me and friends and most of form 5 student) went to Politeknik Kulim today. There is some ‘seminar’ for math and add math. So we’re joining politek students. It kinda fun. We learn a lot of things there, from the easiest to the hardest. It’s great to be there; making me feels like I am a collage student and of cause there is a lot of hot guy (which actually didn’t not really attract me because I am too busy working on my add math; which surprise me also). Anyway they are engineering students. In conclude I do have fun and smarter now, haha. But I’ll feel better if today didn’t not been polluted the case of this stupid guy. Huh.